the only thing

these old posts in this blog have done for me;

made me realize alot has changed
i feel like i hardly ever see my friends and all i want to do is blame myself
my cat that i loved more than anything is gone
im never home enough to bond with my new kitten
i go to a school where girls couldnt tell you the meaning of morals
morals make me who i am, spending thirty hours a week there is killing me
my dad tells me moms depressed and she needs a job
i couldnt count the times ive wanted to destroy every beer in this house
year number twenty could possibly be the worst
there is one person who's face i would give anything to touch
i wish the miles weren't so far
when im on my bike nothing else really matters
its weird that people have passions and things they love
explaining to people yours is music, mostly listening to it
seems a little strange but i could waste countless hours doing it
my brain is lacking so much creativity i couldnt tell you the last time
ive actually drawn something and thought it was cool
sometimes i just let my head get the best of me i would probably
feel alot better if i got stuff off my chest here

im never going to change so i doubt ill update this often, i swear ill try.

i don't want to smell your stinky

beave no fat beaver no fat beaver swear i'm gonna leave her can't stand her fat beaver you look real nice to talk to but i can't stand to look at you stop chasing me all over the place and get your fucking f.b. out of my face

The wind isn't bringing anything in

That isn't sun behind that shade

my dad saved off his eyebrows, i laughed alot.

also i stalk brittney outside of 711

maybe i'll sleep when i am dead

here's a small update

im going to sacramento right now i hope you all have a great weekend

i got my d40x fixed and im very happy about it

i have been lagging on updating this for quite some time, i don't really have much to say about anything right now. i think it's due to the fact im still half asleep


here are some pictures of how i've spent my past few days

visalia

lastnight was interesting, i walked 4 blocks to the grocery store in the rain wearing a tee shirt? and i wonder why i get sick all the time. tonight in this horrible waste of space town modest mouse will be playing, i could not begin to explain how confused i am as to why they would come here all i know is i am beyond happy.

turn it into your way out

the past 2 months have been so random and have really brought me out of my comfort zone on so many different levels. i do not like to feel alone, i need to be comforted. let's hope i can keep a steady pace at filling this thing with pointless ramblings that will leave many questions.