the only thing

these old posts in this blog have done for me;

made me realize alot has changed
i feel like i hardly ever see my friends and all i want to do is blame myself
my cat that i loved more than anything is gone
im never home enough to bond with my new kitten
i go to a school where girls couldnt tell you the meaning of morals
morals make me who i am, spending thirty hours a week there is killing me
my dad tells me moms depressed and she needs a job
i couldnt count the times ive wanted to destroy every beer in this house
year number twenty could possibly be the worst
there is one person who's face i would give anything to touch
i wish the miles weren't so far
when im on my bike nothing else really matters
its weird that people have passions and things they love
explaining to people yours is music, mostly listening to it
seems a little strange but i could waste countless hours doing it
my brain is lacking so much creativity i couldnt tell you the last time
ive actually drawn something and thought it was cool
sometimes i just let my head get the best of me i would probably
feel alot better if i got stuff off my chest here

im never going to change so i doubt ill update this often, i swear ill try.